life

sometimes i feel so sian with my research.
it always will link with my health n some sarcastic comments/insults.

research status : stuck at this point again , if not, nothing interesting.
state of mind: no motivation to write even.
cost: i think my research really cost my health n my time.
part of me want to finish, part of me just wanna slack again.
then the qn comes: wht are u going to do after u graduate?sigh..
ans: limited choices.

sigh then at this time, i need to hunt for a place ,shift and setup the place again. I really dread it.

man..what have i achieved so far?what have i done to my own life?
sometimes i think i'm a failure.