This proverb came to me when i was watching a french flim called Amelia.
The proverb is all so true..when i first came to Aus, it is then i really cherish my family & frens that much. I miss my family & frens so very much. After that,every time I leave a place for another, I just cant help feeling sad. I do think of frens/family every now and then and always keeping the memories they gave me close to my heart.
I've to admit that I'm not gd at expressing my feelings esp in person n super bad in the case to show how much i care n miss my frens/love ones.Sometimes i'll just give hugs but not all the time cos of the culture and most of time i was afraid so i hestitated alot. And then i regretted that i didn't give them the hugs.Yes i'm an idiot.
Since Thurs, I suddenly miss a fren alot, and regretted for not giving hugs, for not trying to talk more when we are together, for not smilling more, for not making the time spent happier,for not giving more care, concern n attention, n for not telling how much i actually miss this fren so much after this fren left. Instead I only kept quiet, nkept troubling this fren. I might hv even hurt this fren unknowingly sometimes when we spent time together.But somehow, this fren will amazingly leave a few sweet memories for me each time we meet, which i'll treasure them dearly forever.This is the only way i can make up for this fren. If there is another way, I don't mind knowing and trying it. ACtually i was even hoping that i can turn back time but i know its impossible. I suppose i'll try to be nice to this fren when we meet again in the future.Promise cos i do cherish this fren n i want to give this fren sweet memories to keep forever too.
Lesson learnt: Dont hestitate to express any feelings esp to the ones u cherish a lot. Absence not only make the heart fonder but hurts if nothing is told. Hmm..not easy actually. said is always easier than done. anyway this applies to anyone i guess. Learn from my mistake.
wa..guess blurSotong must be super sick until talking things that are not normally said.hmm.. ok ok time for medicine n rest.
The proverb is all so true..when i first came to Aus, it is then i really cherish my family & frens that much. I miss my family & frens so very much. After that,every time I leave a place for another, I just cant help feeling sad. I do think of frens/family every now and then and always keeping the memories they gave me close to my heart.
I've to admit that I'm not gd at expressing my feelings esp in person n super bad in the case to show how much i care n miss my frens/love ones.Sometimes i'll just give hugs but not all the time cos of the culture and most of time i was afraid so i hestitated alot. And then i regretted that i didn't give them the hugs.Yes i'm an idiot.
Since Thurs, I suddenly miss a fren alot, and regretted for not giving hugs, for not trying to talk more when we are together, for not smilling more, for not making the time spent happier,for not giving more care, concern n attention, n for not telling how much i actually miss this fren so much after this fren left. Instead I only kept quiet, nkept troubling this fren. I might hv even hurt this fren unknowingly sometimes when we spent time together.But somehow, this fren will amazingly leave a few sweet memories for me each time we meet, which i'll treasure them dearly forever.This is the only way i can make up for this fren. If there is another way, I don't mind knowing and trying it. ACtually i was even hoping that i can turn back time but i know its impossible. I suppose i'll try to be nice to this fren when we meet again in the future.Promise cos i do cherish this fren n i want to give this fren sweet memories to keep forever too.
Lesson learnt: Dont hestitate to express any feelings esp to the ones u cherish a lot. Absence not only make the heart fonder but hurts if nothing is told. Hmm..not easy actually. said is always easier than done. anyway this applies to anyone i guess. Learn from my mistake.
wa..guess blurSotong must be super sick until talking things that are not normally said.hmm.. ok ok time for medicine n rest.
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