late apologies

i kept forgetting to apologise n explain for the mess on sat. Hmm..1stly sorry that i didn't really get it beri organised on sat. Really really sorry. And 2ndly, sorry being so late to reach the valley. Suppose to reach on time but due to the crowd at each train station is enormous, the train has to stop for abt a min or so to get as many pple on board as possible. Even so, many pple were left at the station to wait for the next train. Its not 1 or 2 pple who are left waiting but at least more than a dozen or more. This is due to the crowd for the riverfire plus the Lion match. How i know? cos pple wore lion jersey & they were complaining whether they'll reach the stadium in time blah blah blah..while some are discussing abt the riverfire.

So i'm super duper sorry.really. I didn't know there's a match n turn out to be so crowded. I didnt mean it to be so out of plan this time. Luckily i'd trustful frens to save it back. thanks to cherri, ig n kenneth. Luckily it ended well. And pls dont thank me anymore for initiating it or organsing it, cos i'll feel even worse as i didn't handle it well this time. Instead i've to thank all instead. Yes, i do feel super duper lousy when i din do well in wht i'm entrusted to do. This is a character of me. Anyway..i better take a break from organising for a while due to my illness plus personal issues. But if help is needed i'm happy to help so dont be shy to ask.

In addition, i know alot of my close frens are worried about my health. I'm resting as much as possbile these 2 days, trying to feel relax n rest. I really dont know what is going on with my health either. Consulted the doc n he gave me crap replies. That is y i hate seeing a doc here, cos i can be one myself. No point visiting them. Instead pharmacist might be better in help. As for my illness, I guess is the coldness, virus spreading around n the crazy weather. I'll try to get well soon. Esp with so many care n concern from my frens, i'm sure i'm near to recovery. Even though i miss my personal care from a fren.Hehhee...u know who u r.

I'll try to eat well n rest more in order to recover. Talking abt food, suddenly made me tot of loraine's porridge again. Its really yummy else i wont be missing it even when i'd return to brissie.Hehhe.. maybe i'm deprived of porridge too. I havent eat one since..erm..wa..when? cant remember.am sure many will be wondering why i havent cook it for so long..cos i've not much freedom in the place i stay now. Y am i always being monitored? monitored at home n uni...crap. do i look like a bad gal or i just hv that blur look n they are worried i'll do anything that will harm theM? hmm..ahha, maybe is the blur look else i'll hv burn down the place today. :p